All the while I don't know if he even wants to see me again. Ugh, I am not used to this position. Not having the power being what I mean. That's a problem--I'm so accustomed to having the power in a relationship. It's probably good for me not to have said power every once in a while.
Anyway, Sonoma on Thursday! Yay. That's good, seeing how I'm insanely bored and have only been home for three days.
I'm also recovering from a very unpleasant sunburn. That'll teach me!